Through Darkness and Light – The Journey to The Self

In or around 1390 the first book using cast metal moveable type was printed in China. In 1430 the first block printed books appeared in Europe. In 1455 Gutenberg’s Bible was printed using moveable type and a printing press. In 1798 the invention of lithographic printing appeared and in 1969 the first use of ARPANET, the forerunner to the Internet and worldwide web appeared.

In 1985 myself and two others, one the most formidable software programmer of his day started to develop FOUNTEN, a precursor to Google, FaceBook, Instagram and much of the Internet as we know it.

Two years later having secured the necessary £5 million seed finance I immediately was delivered a dream. It told me to go within, not out and give away a long sweated creation to a stranger.

Three weeks later I met that stranger on the back stairs of a small Soho design agency in London. I asked him only to let me know what happened. Six months later he reported back he had sold it for nearly £1 million to Hachette.

In 1989 Hachette, having further developed our FOUNTEN, came dangerously close to bankruptcy in the financial crash of that year. FOUNTEN disappeared.

Listening to my inner being (through the dream state) became the most rewarding experience of my life.

Over the next two decades I grew more than in all previous years of my life. I learned more about myself, who I am and my purpose in life. If I had stayed with my idea of what I believed to be my future, I would have been crushed, undoubtedly.

Google meanwhile became — Facebook created from stolen ideas, Instagram created, sold to Facebook, all reaping havoc and interest in fairly equal order as Twitter became the literary standard for banal interaction. Like all social media pumelled on a world too timid, fearful and stuck in habitual and ancient patterning the people were suckered down a road powerful interests controlled. The toll gates are unremitting. Unable or unwilling to seek out who they might have become had they not succumbed to toxic addictive tendencies and the tsunami of lies, agendas and control, many now live in the between worlds of death and no death. Zombies to their own petty predilections, they become less and less aware of who they truly are.

Most hardly know the Chinese were responsible for the printed word becoming the phenomenon it evolved into, let alone the pivotel evolutionary role in today’s digital delivery. They believe those that control them. Those who persuade us the Chinese, the Moor/Arab, the Other are responsible for traducing their freedoms, rights and being, morphing into an ultimate threat to everyone’s cosy lives. That the exact opposite is the truth gets lost through befuddled minds, incoherence, ignorance and the utter lack of critical thinking.

They are completely oblivious to the fact that the Moors brought to the West amongst other things — Algebra, Chemistry, Math and Geometry as well as in 1085 the first paper mill at Jativa in Moorish Spain.

Rams Fighting c 1780–90 Lucknow, India c 1810–20 © Trustees of the Chester Beatty Library, Dublin, Ireland

The Kingdom of Light existed in five Grandeurs, which are the Father and his Twelve Aeons and the Aeons of the Aeons; and the Living Air and the Land of Light, as the great Spirit blew through them, nourishing them with its Light. But the Kingdom of Darkness exists in five Chambers, which are Smoke and Fire and Wind and Water and Darkness, as their counsel creeped in them, moving them, rousing them so that they might fight with one another. As they were fighting with one another, they dared to lay their hands on the Land of the Light, thinking they would be able to achieve victory over it; they did not know that they would bring what they were planning upon themselves.

The Conflict of Light and Darkness, Bema Psalm, Manichaean Psalmbook. Coptic, circa 400AD, Medinet Madi (Egypt)

Most are more absorbed (I use that term advisedly) in their handhelds, their internet games, social media shenanigans than any real historical and spitirtual accurate facts. Easy to be persuaded to hate than develop individual thinking and loving kindness within a global family. Easier to be herded into sheep pens of belief, force fed divisive loathing through racism, a sense of superiority and propagnadised ponerisation through addictive technology. Easiest to be shafted as authoritarian followers, blind to their imminent extermination as humans — all the while believing rose tinted Hollywood superheroes will always arrive, saving us all from whatever latest doom feed is placed at our table.

I know from personal experience and having forged much of my life around the search for that truth, self revealed, there are more important evolutions possible when we listen to our inner best self, especially when it communicates directly. Both listening and not listening create paths forward, yet the stepping out on the harder path — that of self discovery and development — will always reap a richer harvest and more fruitful disbursement allowing each to be fed and, by example, to feed others.

One wonders whether the first full description in 2000 of the Human Genome will turn out to be as profound and impactful as the emergence of writing on clay tablets pre-3000 BC that transpired in Sumeria, now present day Iraq.

One can but hope so, though without the slaughter and constant destruction of these historical facts by a present day barbarism that, with outright, misguided and arrogant exceptionalism, calls itself civilised and free.

Composite Demon and Bull (detail) c 1810–20 Chester Beatty Library Dublin
Demon and Bull (detail) c 1810–20 © Trustees of the Chester Beatty Library, Dublin, Ireland

Perhaps this second attempt by us human beings honouring a previously scored endeavour by those originally initiating our story here, will recognise, with humility the supernal and divine magnificence genetic engineering through love can produce true evolutionary leaps forward. I fear it may be a leap too far unless there is concerted effort by the many to go within, discover the true nature of the life gift we are given, prior to going outwards and onwards.

The Father of Greatness will give them what they are requesting. He will give grace to his troops, those whom he has sent to war with Darkness. They will curl up and gather the veil and he will reveal to them his image. All the Light will sink into him. They will go into the inner chamber, and they will come out from it in glory …. King in the two Kingdoms. The King of the Aeons of Light is the Father, the King of Light. But the King of the New Aeon is the First Man.

Triumph of the Kingdom of Light, Sermon on the Great War, Manichaean Homilies. Coptic, c. 400 AD Medinet Madi (Egypt)

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About the Author:

Jonathan L. Trapman

Author and photographer writing since aged 9 and photographer since aged 16. A professional career as photojournalist, working for some of the top titles in Fleet Street among them the London Times, Daily Express and a very short and boring stint with the Sun newspaper, swiftly exposed him to the propaganda and half truths demanded from photo/journalists in the ’70s and 80s. Deciding his soul to be worth more than shekels earned from the news rooms of corporate cronyism, he went on to become one of the industry’s foremost photographers. He enjoyed getting to know the world, its peoples and a far wider vision of life on earth on others’ behalf and at others’ expense. He has appeared on TV and radio including the BBC, France Inter and online radio. Invited to speak at creative and literary conferences across the globe, in early 2012, in partnership with his wife, having accomplished several translations of foreign writers they made the first ever English translation, in over 900 years, of 11th century Sufi founder and mystic saint Hoja Ahmed Yassawi’s Diwani Hikmet (Divine Wisdom) poetry and sacred verse. Currently he is working on a 7 volume opus The Freedom Cycle, Dreams and Realities being the first, now published.

The Clear and Present Danger Has Always Been Psychopathic Zionism

Is it too inhumane to ask why a belligerent, arrogant, self aggrandised group of psychopathic, genocidal, terrorist criminals are allowed to strut around the world stage using each and every one of their puppet sycophants to engage their blood and power lust on their behalf and at their behest?

We have presently a rotten empire dying, nay dead, swiping its loathsome tail around the globe, pretending it owns the place. We have corporate criminals stealing the life blood of people too inured by their trinket technology to recognise an act of zombification being perpetrated on them. We have the majority of the world’s population starving, penniless and  suffering infernal subjugation, be it through war, denial and sanctioning of life necessities,  while a brazen few make money every nano second from all their tribulation.

We have clowns in government, paid off yes men and women to perform like rabid dogs, to the tune their masters play them. We have such inequality, perversion, abuse and satanic scheming that makes any biblical Sodom and Gomorrah pale into a picnic.

The agendas going down are multifaceted. The divisions created by each and every social media pundit is volumised to such a crescendo of crappery as to make division of people, groups, interest parties fight like cocks in the pit at each other. The venom, hate and spite thrown is merely the appetiser for the controllers and steerers of this madhouse circus.

The sodden, over worn  tactic of point and blame on others rises inexorably. It matters little be it anti semitism, anti gay, anti feminism, anti a million other easily digestible pieces of excremental BS. They all have the same purpose – to divide, control and subjugate to a level where jack boots are as easily able to crack a skull as stepping on an egg.

By their own words, actions and arrogance this psychopathic group of evil have over several centuries taken by stealth, deceit and overt belligerence, the world we presently inhabit.

As if immobilised by an invisible force, most people disregard, are ignorant of or wilfully cow tow to such brutal rule. Most are taught to blame those that truth tell. Many of these truth tellers are liquidated, incapacitated, refused any air of expression. Mass media and social outlets have been from the get go, controlled, owned and manipulated by these forces.

It is almost exhaustingly futile to say we must stand up and refuse these controllers, yet most people believe it is beyond their power to resist, even if they wished to.

RESISTANCE IS FUTILE is what they want you to believe. It never has been impossible, and nothing presently existing makes it so today. It merely demands a refusal to play the game, a willingness to voice loud and long the truth. The determination to cleanse minds polluted with such venal rubbish, saturated with such bigotry whose modus operandi is violence is overarching and imperative.

The Terrorist State of Israel in its present constituent parts is the most evil, satan, racist, anti-semitic entity of earth. Each one of its quislings, be it in the USA, UK, EU or any other part of the world makes itself a pariah to humanity. There can be no other solution than to lock up and take these vermin away from society.

If we wish for psychopathy to rule this planet then do absolutely nothing and expect less than nothing. If there is even an iota of desire for humanity’s continued survival, it is not to be  found in the overblown, misguided vocalisation of climate change and other vociferous distractions. They will have their due time and place but today in the here and now the cancer of psychopathic Zionism and craven Kazharian criminality must be cut out from the body of humanity if it has any chance whatsoever of survival.

For all those seeing an impossible journey, I say start within and operate on your own ignorance, shortsightedness, lack of love, empathy and conditioning from year dot. Destroy your own procrastination, selfish ‘me culture‘ and intransigence. Only when the warrior’s own vessel is purified can the cleansing proceed on the outer field of play.

None of us were placed here to live meaningless lives. Not one of us was meant to add zero to the experience of life. Many may have decided to choose this path out of selfish choice not imperative. Every choice has its rewards, its outcomes. Never complain when those outcomes destroy you.

Choose Better! Act Swiftly!

Weaponisation of Language To Deceive

Three words used in any rounded discussion, any legitimate questioning, any political or ethical reportage seen to have even a smidgen of opposition are immediately weaponised and lobbed back at the ‘assailant’ as anti-semitism.

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These words are weaponised by only one particular small, belligerent group, and most often themselves the  perpetrators of the very assailing they rail against. These types only objective is to shut down, stymied and diminish all and everything that questions their legitimacy, most time illegitimacy to perpetrate sick, genocidal, psychopathic war lording through the many proxies they control, onto a world truly sick of their endless games of lording over and domination.

No other group, let alone culture, nation or tribe has ever been allowed to perpetrate this  belligerence on so many by so few and be supported for it by the monied, blackmailed, eagerly assisting sycophants, greed chasers and puppets that make up the powerful cabals of control.

Global Warming, climate change agendas written by these yobs, ethnic cleansing, racism, societal division, divide and rule and rank deception through media and other channels, along with most every other distraction under the sun, are foisted and encouraged by them.

The three words are – Jew, Jewish and State-of-Israel (technically three words however always lobbed in as one!)

In a time of obfuscation and reinterpretation it has slipped many peoples’ notice that factually there can never be a political group or state that is able to be anti-semitised. If this was possible then discussion, degradation, opposition of a state or political entity could lead to massive cries of anti-capitalism, anti-communism, anti-whateverism.

against-zionismThe sheer folly of the proposition of anti-semitism as a shut up and put down of any opposition, shows a crass, yet highly successful mobilisation of containment, denial and control of free speech, free thought and individual expression. All of this is predicated on a narrative, thinly based on historical factual evidence, yet never to the degree it is promoted, of a Jewish people being the world’s most persecuted.

Those that have promoted this into the ballooning myth it has become did so with targeted intention. Promotion of victim conscientiousness, exploding it to encompass the fallacy one particular group to have a divine right of ascendency over all others, is as warlike a posture as any. To set oneself up as being the global rightful masters of the universe through inflation of an original fairy tale must be the mark of arrogance above all arrogance.

That a group of trouble makers, for that is what they are historically recognised as, to then decide to infest, inhabit, overcome and occupy the identity of what has always been through history a nomadic, stateless group, shows the wily, deceitful and criminal nature these people have continued to perpetrate.

Their weaponising of language, the independent culture of Jewish people, twisting it into their vision and appropriation for their own nefarious ends is a declaration of war on hiumanity.

Like all invaders, dictators and totalitarian despotic regimes what they point at others as  crimes against them merely illustrate exactly what they perpetrate on the world. The fact so many have been succoured in, ponerised and mind controlled to believe these lies is a huge challenge to truth, justice and humanity.anti-zionism

In truth, in the order of that most urgently needing our collective attention, this criminal regime, this unscrupulous cartel is the most important cancer we need to cut from the global body, if we as a human race wish to survive.

This is no overdramatic statement. The truth is seen, demonstrated and implemented from the very bowels of their interfering deceits, the very profusion of the anti-semitic slur rained down on anyone, especially the Labour Party leader, Jeremy Corbyn.

His decades long fight against the genocidal treatment of Palestinians, the righteous defence of those infected and labouring under racism, his truly integrity riven stance across so many arenas of life, show these very potent actions threaten the base of the Anglo Zionists.

The force and determination to smear the good is merely a campaign of desperate measures from a more and more desperate bunch of criminal liars. Language is important. Use of language erroneously is criminal when it deflects from truth.

If we value our individual lives we must all rise up and voice our most concerted efforts to slam the Zionist political agenda into oblivion.

It is evil, arrogant, genocidal, malignant and one that has no place ever in any world describing itself as both civilised and human.

Be no longer deceived and betrayed by these faux Jews. They are nothing but common criminals, traitors to humanity and worse than vermin wishing and creating war, division and destruction by proxy on any and every kind that is not themselves.

Anti Zionism must be the constant cause and action from every decent human being in the world, lest preference falls to being destroyed one vile lie at a time by psychopaths and darkness!

You Are Fighting in The Most Important Battle of All Time

Caitlin Johnstone

If you are reading this, it’s most likely the result of a series of events in your life which have drawn your interest and attention to the fact that our world is quite a bit different from what we’ve been told by our school teachers, by the news media, by Hollywood, and by politicians.

At some point, for whatever reason, you’ve come to realize that the consensus narratives in our society about what’s going on are false. The tools that people are taught to use to inform themselves about their government, their nation and their world are not just full of inaccuracies, but deliberate distortions, ranging from the reasons we’re given for why wars are started, to the way our political systems work, to where real power and authority actually lies, to the way nations and governments actually behave in the world.

This awareness has come with a degree of alienation. Not buying into the same consensus narratives about the world as your friends, loved ones and peers comes with an inability to relate to them on some levels, which can cause you to feel a lack of intimacy in those areas. You may have also found yourself the odd one out in conversations about politics or other controversial issues, maybe even lost old friends over it.

But you kept going anyway. For some of us, it’s more important to be true to the truth than it is to fit in. You’re one of those people.

So, I just want to say thank you. Sincerely. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I’m on-my-knees grateful to anyone who sets about untangling themselves and their species from the deceitful narratives which pervade our society. It is the most important battle that can possibly be fought. The most important battle that has ever been fought.

There is nothing more important than this fight. Our species is on a sure trajectory toward Orwellian dystopia if climate collapse or nuclear war don’t send us the way of the dinosaur first, and the only thing that has the power to steer us out of that trajectory is the people using the strength of their numbers to force an end to the oppressive, ecocidal, omnicidal status quo.

But they don’t. The people don’t use the strength of their numbers to force an end to the oppressive, ecocidal, omnicidal status quo, because they aren’t interested in doing so. Why aren’t they interested in doing so? Because their minds are being manipulated on a mass scale by the same people who have been granted immense power and wealth by the existence of that status quo.

All of mankind’s biggest dilemmas are ultimately due to the fact that propaganda is far more ubiquitous and far more advanced than most people realize.

And it’s not their fault. Not really. Nobody teaches you in school that throughout your entire life your plutocratic overlords will be working to control the thoughts in your head using a highly sophisticated arsenal of psychological operations funneled into your mind via their near-total control of the media. Nobody warns you as a kid that if you ever really want to grow up, you’ll first have to extricate the vast network of lies which have been deliberately sewn into your consciousness since birth.

But their tricks didn’t work on you. You found your way out of that matrix of deception. It wasn’t easy, and it wasn’t comfortable, but you did it. And now you’re ready to fight.

And fight you have. You have already been doing what you can to share information which counters the disinformation, doing your best to throw sand in the gears of the propaganda machine and show people the little gaps in the code of the matrix in the hope that some light sleeper might spot it and begin waking up from the dream. You don’t need me to tell you to do this, because it’s obvious to anyone who’s seen through the illusion. You’re doing it already.

And you’re going to keep doing it. And you’re going to get better at it.

You’re going to get better at it because you’re going to keep learning and gaining a better and better understanding of how the oppression machine operates, so that you can describe it more lucidly to others.

You’re going to get better at it because you’re going to keep practicing your craft: attacking the propaganda matrix at its weakest and most vulnerable points at every opportunity. Practice makes perfect, and the more you keep at it the more skillful you’ll get at spotting gaps in its armor and firing the most damaging truth bombs straight into them.

You’re going to get better at it because you’re going to keep doing your own inner work to expunge all lies from your system, from the most surface-level propaganda narratives all the way down to your most fundamental assumptions about the nature of reality itself. You understand that only turkeys are done, and that it will always be possible to get a little bit clearer inside every day. The less your vision is impeded by falsehood, the better you’ll be able to see on the battlefield.

You’re going to get better at fighting, and you’re going to keep fighting no matter what. Not because it’s an easy war, nor even because it’s a winnable war, but because you have made truth your highest value, and untruth is therefore intolerable to you. You will keep attacking the lie factory at every turn until it collapses into its own foundations beyond any possibility of repair. You will keep driving your sword through until you see it come out the other side.

And others will join you, because they have awakened to what’s going on too. And then there will be more of them. And more. And more.

There is no more important fight than this. The survival and wellbeing of our entire species depends upon it. The oligarchs and their government agency allies cannot be defeated as long as their propaganda machine is killing off all desire to defeat them.

You are already engaged in this fight, so my purpose here is only to thank you and to encourage you, and to urge you to redouble your efforts. Never doubt that your energy poured into this effort is well-spent. Never let anyone shame you into silence or make you believe that your efforts are in vain. Never doubt that you’re on the right path.

Your edge is your agility and your access to inspiration. No amount of social engineering can move as fast or shine as bright as the truth.You have everything you need to win, and there are more signs than ever that the win is on the horizon. What once seemed impossible now seems inevitable.

I love you.

Keep pushing.

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